It’s these late night thoughts that matter. Still awake around 2-3 in the morning, looking towards your ceiling and questioning about your life. You embrace the quiet room and the loud thoughts coming through you since you are busy during the day. Am I worth it? What have I achieved so far? Is there someone out there willing to listen and be vulnerable with me?
With these late night thoughts, I start to feel lonely. During the day, my walls are strong. But once I’m alone, little by little my walls break down. To be honest, I hate this feeling. People will see you as a weak person. But you know what? It’s okay not to be okay. This makes me realize that we are human and everyone gets to feel these emotions. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to be frustrated. Everything will be okay.
Sooner or later, I will get to discover what my purpose in life is. I will soon make an impact in other people’s lives. I will eventually find my true happiness – be it through love or life.